Last night, I found it hard to get to sleep. I was feeling sick. I knew I had to eat so I went down to kitchen. It was midnight..not good but if I didn’t eat, I’d lie tossing and turning all night. I savaged 6 crackers and thick layers of Philadelphia cheese. Savaged. Also downed a glass of juice. Those three food items normally would never enter my body. They are things I cut out years ago to be healthier and get rid of processed and sugary high GI foods but at the moment, they’re the only things I can snack on that give me relief and don’t make me feel sick.
I felt great and went back to bed but have woken with a bit of a headache.
Breasts:4/10-nipples feel tender and roughened up. Poor nipples.
Other:headache from midnight snack naughty time.
I’m off to see a psychologist today to talk through my worries. I don’t think I need her today but am going to see it through as no doubt, I’ll be feeling anxious very soon again.
My fertility nurse called me yesterday after I sent her a worried email. She is scanning me Wednesday, which will be nearly 8 weeks. She is very reassuring and gave me her personal number to ring in case there is an emergency or anything at all.
I’ll update later.